Cariño mio

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Sianzz..

I just need someone to talk to... sigh...

NiKe_bOi 7:37 PM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Another semester...

Another semester is beginning..

Hope for a blasting FOC..

Being exploited to the max but not being recognized at all..

Oh well..

Thats me..

NiKe_bOi 12:56 AM

Monday, July 06, 2009

Stagnant

Haha.. long time since i last update this blog.. 1yr plus.. highs and lows during this 1yr plus.. thanks dear for ur accompany and support and understanding..

Sometimes somethings are better not to say.. This is what i learn throughout the years.. and i will try to stick by it..

I have matured as a man..

Hope to be a better son, boyfriend, friend and leader..

NiKe_bOi 5:23 AM

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Forever & Ever...

This year Leap Year marks a very special day on calendar..
1 month later.. It became even more special..
Forever & Ever..
Happily ever after..

NiKe_bOi 3:32 PM

Thursday, February 14, 2008

VaLeNtiNe'S dAy...

Firstly.. Happy Valentine's Day to all the people who are attached!! may you all be tgt happily ever after!! to those who are in the mist of going after someone or being going after.. may the love blossom!!! To those who are single and got no direction in love.. please do not be sad!! Happy frdship day!!! Lastly.. to those who heart is wasted.. i am sure u will find the right one soon...

Not a good valentine's day.. at least.. because i got to study for quiz today!! and the quiz sucks.. maths is like getting more and more difficult each day.. damn it.. my most confident modules le.. sianz.. and oso lack of slp..

Last night slp at 6 in the morning.. damn shag.. was coordinating the cheerleading guys to give flowers to the cheerleading gals.. at 12midnight.. oh well.. quite wu liao actualli.. just go ard giving flowers.. and sing Daniel Chan's duet song "Wo Hui Song Ni Hong Se Mei Gui".. onli this line nia.. haha.. den took photos lo.. after which i have to stay to help out in blowing balloons and writing notes for the 18th JCRC.. we planned to tied one balloon outside each resident's room to let them know Valentine's Day is coming.. i helped until 2plus before i went up to study for maths quiz.. den study until 4 plus.. went down to help to tie the balloon.. well.. i cldnt realli got the mood to study la..

i tied until 5 den i went back again.. then at ard 5.30am.. i decided that i shall stick the present that i bought for her on the balloon outside her room.. its just a small gift that i saw in our Joint Hall Bazaar.. nothing fantastic.. actualli i din intend to buy de.. cos.. nothing gd caught my eyes while i was walking ard JP..

Well.. it just get tired.. when after the things that i did.. i still cant realli be a veri gd frd to her.. haiz.. sometimes i just feel veri veri silly.. like her yet don dare to show.. like her yet don dare to grab any chance that comes along.. like her yet i can onli stay at a distance away protecting and looking after her.. like her yet no confidence.. like her... it just gets quite xing ku as days went by when u just like her more and more each day.. the small small things that she did.. its enuf to make me feel happy.. despite all this.. i have to keep on surpressing my own feelings.. surpress until i feel abit numb alreadi.. surpress till even if i feel sad.. i can still laugh it off..

Another matter.. the senior who hated me because he thought i am his love rivals.. finally know who i actualli like.. being wronged for so long.. going through all the shit.. going through all the misunderstandings.. despite all this.. i din wan to explain myself even though the feeling sucks.. i just feel that even if i explain myself.. he wont understand.. if not.. he wont misunderstood me in the very first place.. maybe she heard things related to this.. i just hope she wont think that i am liking another gal.. but in actual fact.. the person i like is her..

I dunno how the senior get to know who i like.. i think its through my blog ba.. that time i heard that he found my blog.. oh well.. in a sense its gd oso la. since others cant realli manage to persuade him.. anyway.. Yu Guo Tian Qing Jiu Hao.. i wont blame anyone de la..

Lastly.. i am a happy guy!!! she thanked me for the present.. and i am so so happy.. ha.. though its just a thank you and its over msn.. i am content enough..

Perhaps i am thinking way too much.. i feel that she likes my GL.. cos they always do things tgt.. i definitely is sad la.. but.. well.. my GL is a gd guy.. and he definitely got better criteria than me.. i just wish her happiness if they are realli have feelings for each other..

Without hope or agenda,
My heart will always love you..
Wishing you happiness..
When you are sad,
And cant find anyone else,
Look behind you..
Trust me,
You will find me,
Right at the back..
As long as,
You are safe and sound..
And most importantly,
you are happy..
Everything else does not matter..

Once again.. Happy Valentine's Day to you.. hope you like the hp accessories that i bought for you!!

NiKe_bOi 7:58 PM

Thursday, February 07, 2008

iNtEr-haLL oLyMpiAd 07/08 hOcKeY maLeS tOuRnAmEnT!!

Here is a post dedicated to Hall 7 hockey males team!! We been through the whole tournament.. playing hard.. training hard.. And finally we got wat we wan! the champions!!! Dominating the whole tournament!! scoring 12 goals and conceding non in 5 matches!! allowing onli 3 shots at goal altogether by the opponent team!! haha!! we rocks to the bit man!!!
Here are the scores!!
Qualifying Round:
Hall 7 2 - 0 Hall 2
Hall 7 4 - 0 Hall 15
Quarter Finals:
Hall 7 2 - 0 Hall 5
Semi Finals:
Hall 7 1 - 0 Hall 3
Finals:
Hall 7 1 - 0 Hall 13

Oh well.. its a pity i cant attend the first match due to driving test.. but they did well without me!! haha.. if not the score line will be greater!! hehe.. a special mention to my form.. abit BHB.. but i tink i played damn damn well this tournament.. though i din score.. as i was the defender.. centre back to be exact.. i cant roam up as much as i like.. sad.. but well.. for the team sake.. i shall remain wat they need the most and need me for.. in the defence as i was the onli trained defender in the team!!

Among all.. i enjoyed the Finals the most!! the amount of passion and drive we showed during the match.. the supports that the supporters gave despite rain.. despite the match holding on a Friday night and fewer pple compared to the previous one.. we can realli feel the energy the input into us.. not to mention my form was at the peak during tt match!! i make relatively no mistake at all!! Despite the Hall 13 having 2 national players.. they din managed to get past me when they try to dribble past me many times.. i am happy for myself.. i restrict them to onli 1 shot at goal!! haha!! i am also happy when my frd told me tt even when the opponents are attacking.. via the national players and looking dangerous.. the supporters are saying that.. "Don't worry! Got Stanley!" haha.. i felt so proud and happy.. i so glad they recognize my efforts!!

The match is tough.. yet i enjoyed it every sec of it.. although first half we din perform to our normal self.. as hall 13 managed to minimize the danger we pose when we are attacking on our right hand side.. and all the moves were in the middle of the pitch.. second half.. we decide to be more aggressive!! and we switched our position ard.. there are times when i switched my position with the centre half so tt i can attack up.. but nothing fruitful came out of it.. just as we tot the match is going into penalty flick (wish we hope not cos we are obvious the better team!!) our star centre half make a pass into the D-area.. it passed the national player.. 2nd player.. and the centre back.. the ball met wif our forward and wif the first time sweep.. the ball went into the goal and sounded with a bang!! GOOOOOAAAAALLLLLL!!!!! the team was delighted!! the supporters were too!! they cheered so loud tt it was inproportional to the number of pple coming down!!

it was not finished.. it still left with a few minutes!! Hall 13 kept attacking.. but i was in my top form.. i stopped every ball.. just at the dying minute.. we concede a penalty corner.. the supporters were quiet.. the pusher pushed to the national player.. he tried a fake sweep.. it came to me.. i stopped it with my stick.. but it bounced over me.. shit!! but luckily.. the keeper make a gd stop.. but as it was a foul.. another penalty corner was awarded to the opposite team.. the pusher pushed to the national player again.. this time rd.. the national player dribbled past our 1st runner.. i knew i have to went to him.. i put my stick down.. and went to tackle!! Yeah! i successfully stopped him!! and i cleared the ball out!! this was when the final whistle blew!! YEAH!! WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!! everyone was delighted.. the final yr players especially.. when they waited so long for a hockey champion.. and we gave it to them!!

After which we thanked hall 13 players for a gd match.. den we formed a line.. ready to slide towards supporter.. 1 2 3!! we ran.. but just as they tot we were to slide.. we stopped and gave them a bow!! haha.. den we took some photos..

It was my 2nd Hockey Champions since i started off playing less than 5 yrs ago.. it was a gd result i suppose.. haha.. but this time round it was sweeter.. this time rd wif supporters cheering for us.. and.. i am very very happy to hear from my frd that she actually went down to watch and support!! haha.. she told me she was having pjt meeting and cant make it.. i am a HAPPY GUY tt night!! lalala!! SO SO HAPPY!!! haha

Oh well.. right now.. its time to concentrate on studies.. and rebuilding next year Hockey Males team!!! tts all!!

NiKe_bOi 1:53 AM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

rAnDoM tHoUgHtS..

Oh well.. cheerleading is over.. disappointed by the results.. i feel that we should be the champions.. but we are not even in the top 3.. i believe we put up a performance gd enuf for everyone to see.. and from wat i heard from my frds.. they enjoyed our performance e most..

Hmmm.. its over.. meaning less and less chance of seeing her.. in case anyone dunno.. i was made the cheerleading captain for next year team.. together with her.. well.. but its highly likely she is not gonna join bcos her father dun allow.. tot got chance to work wif her.. but tink now its quite impossible la.. dunno..

I still like her.. alot.. but i just try to be neutral ba.. i tink she like someone.. someone i know.. but at least the guy is someone who i trust and respect.. so i feel that she will be in gd hands ba.. i am not realli giving up.. just hope to get to know her more.. but somehow i feel that still not close enuf.. not close enuf tt i can disturb her and she will disturb me.. ha...

Things are getting better.. but it just tt i feel that it is hanging no where.. and its quite xing ku sometimes.. just wish to know how she feel?? at least i know where i am heading to.. not gonna confess to her.. at least not for now.. chances are pretty low ba.. its more like i no confidence ba.. ha..

oh well.. its 4.44am.. i always see this time.. dunno why oso.. funny.. just wish that she will be happy and everything went smoothly her way.. pray pray..

Thats all..

NiKe_bOi 4:33 AM